Hi ladies, I haven't posted on here for a bit as I have been here, there and everywhere and also suffering a rather horrendous kidney infection to boot! Yaboosucks.
With Mother's Day fast approaching, I've also been struggling as it will my 4th one without my darling Mum, who we lost to the big C in April 2013. I can't believe how much has happened in those 4 years. My Mum was my rock...my best friend...my 'go to' for almost everything...I don't think there was a day that went past when we didn't see or speak to each other.
Ordinarily, I wouldn't mark Mother's Day because I am usually too sad, but this year, my husband and I will have a quiet day, enjoying a roast poussin lunch, which was my Mum's favourite and (hopefully) have a little walk in the sunshine. I will light a candle in her honour (and that of my husband's mummy) and we will reminisce about some of the funny memories we shared together. Some of which were even through the darkest moments of her illness...in particularly, her 'morphine moments' or 'MM's' as we used to call them. We cried with laughter and sadness when she had those moments. She would also walk around the house and sneak Cadbury's Creme Eggs into our hands...I will never forget that
I miss her terribly. For all of you who still have your wonderful Mummy's, give them an extra special ((hug)) on Sunday (and everyday)...for those of you who haven't, like me...I hope you find some comfort in your memories.