Hi everyone, this is my first post. I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer 1c 2008. I have been in remission since July 2009 after chemo and avastin clinical trial. The cancer has returned and is in my lymph nodes. Ca125 had been increasing so oncologist sent me for a ct scan. I know I have been very lucky to have had over 5 years in remission but at the moment I can't seem to get my head round things. I see oncologist again in May because I seem ok and I didn't complain of any pain. But since my new diagnosis I seem to be getting aches all over. Maybe it's all in my head!! Has anyone out there been in similar position to me, I know my cancer is not curable but wondered how long I may have left? I have so many things I want to do but have been looking after elderly relatives and have put things on hold for the past couple of years. My mother in law has terminal cancer too, so my husband has relied on me a lot but he in shock now.