Hi I have a terrible fear of going to hell when I die for things I have done in the past. I am not deeply religious and don't go to church but I have got into a state recently about things I have done/have'nt done in the past. I am a woman in my late 50s and have been suffering with OCD since I was 19. I have had varying types of OCD ranging from checking to intrusive thoughts over the years. I am having sleepless nights thinking what is the point of anything anymore if I am going to go to hell.