hi everyone i suffer from ocd and have done for about 30 years now, i have responded to to other people about there ocd but have not actually told you my story till now. i am 54 and been distressed , upset felt embarrassed you name it i have felt it with this ocd. i went for help 4 years ago and yes it took me that long, because of the shame and thinking that people would hate me for what i was thinking,i have the bad thought ocd which is horrible, and i have had therapy but not the therapy i should have, i should have had cognitive therapy but nope i did not, i wanted to end my life when i turned 50, and then i thought about how would my 2 sons feel how could i do this to them, then it was how can i cope but i took the help which was given to me, and yes i felt better but now this ocd is back with a vengence and im sufffering terrible to the point im going insane. every day is a struggle i cry every day, im stressed every minute of evey day and i want this to go away. this is no life it has ruined my life and i hate eveything about it . thats my story i could on and on but im to tired to even tell you all about my thought which terrify me. but thanks for reading this x
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