I haven't blogged for a couple of days as i was down and in a lot of pain. After putting up the decorations up with a lot of help, its the finishing touches that took the time. Now all of it is done,thank goodness. It has taken its toll on my body. Both of my hands are now suffering and i've had to take my weding ring off,which i did rather reluctantly and it hurt my pride i can tell you. I never expected to have to do that. It was put on my finger 28yrs ago and i never wanted to take it off. That really upset me i can tell you.
I am back not sleeping very well. Every morning i'm up at 5.30am,not sure why. Last night i slept better than i have the other nights at least. It seems that my knees are in tune with my hands as both are very sore. The weather is very cold and i didn't go out at all yesterday. I've got to go out today as i have a podirists appt. this afternoon. I have hammer toes and i don't want them to get worse than they already are.
I had a damn good cry last night. I had an early bath and got in bed after i had put e45 on my arms. Settled down to watch countryfile,strictly and antiques roadshow. At 9.00pm i settled down to sleep and i slept well until 1.30am and managed to go back to sleep until 5.00am.
So here i am in pain again, but i'm not unhappy or sad,which is a big difference to what i have been,which is a good sign. The heating has come on and all the lights are switched on and the telly is on. now all i need is a cup of tea, so thats what i'm going to do.