I had a appointment with the consultant at the end of November the first time i had ever seen the consultant. I can honestly say he was the most horrid man i have ever met. He didn't look at me he spoke to my mum. He was not interested in anything that I said. He said he didn't think that there was anything really wrong with me, it was just because I was fat and have diabetes. I came out is shock and cried for 2 weeks. He had made my a appointment with the rhummy nurse in march ant the horrid man in June.
I was so depressed that I stopped taking my mtx and other meds, as i thought why bother as he thinks there nothing wrong. I really don't know what to do now?
I have had a horrid year, lots of time off work due to pain, and now I feel a fraud, like I have made it all up.