Two weeks ago my gp took me off targinet pain relief as it was sending me loopy. He put me on marol and kept my steroids at 20mg. It has taken that long to get into my system. I thought i was getting on really well, i was managing to do things round the house and felt that pain was now under control. What a mistake i made. Yesterday i pulled a few carrots, got someone else to dig spuds, did a bit of ironing, i have a press at which i sit down to do. So far so good. I was feeling very pleased with myself, thinking if it stayed like this i could manage. Well that was the theory. My joints in both knees and hands and right shoulder are very sore. My eyes are puffy. I know we are getting rain tomorrow, not sure if that has anything to do with it. Didn't sleep very well either. Have been in tears this morning. Thankfully my hubby was on the phone to calm me down and talk to me, so though i'm in a lot of pain i'm not so weepy. I feel that i can't win whatever i do. I dammed if i don't do anything and dammed if i do. Where do i find the middle groung, gods knows i don't.
I start counselling at the end of the month so hopefully they will be able to help
I'm not going to do much today, am going to get my nails done and thats it. My daughter asked if i wanted to cancel my app. i said noas i thought it would do me more good getting out.
So now i'm going to get dressed and try and make an effort. I might have to go to bed later but never mind.