Still had pain, although not as bad a normal but still there.
its been mental state,and I put it down to living one day at a time, instead of thinking about the future and how it might effect me in the future.
I just spoke to my mum, first she reminded me,I had been sprouting this to her for years,and should take my own advice :O))
but also that the world could end tomorrow, no one knows what will happen tomorrow no one
and what we most fear doesn't happen anyway.
so passing this on, one day at a time you can only live, so enjoy the day to the full whatever.