Pinpointed everytime I eat red meat I have a flare up. This disease is stripping me of everything I love doing in life.
Socialising - can't have a drink
Meals out - can't eat sirloin steal my favourite
Getting dressed up - can't wear high heels
Spending days out with the grandchildren - come back knackered
General housework - my hands hurt
So basically all I'm left with is a red face(side affect off methotrexate) no eyebrows, bloated off the steroids look like a frump when I do drag myself out of the house and then everyone saying stay positive it's not the end of the world at least it's not cancer. I'm off to America in November one of my bucket lists. I play poker so had this holiday to Vegas booked for over a year now. To tell the truth I am a now absolutely dreading it I'm panicking in case I'm ill over there and spoil it for my husband and 2 of our friends who we are going with. This disease has reduced me to a withering wreck of a person I used to be who I'm finding hard to live with