Definitely having a down day. My mtx was stopped 8 wks ago as my Rheumy said as I was getting side effects and my levels were good we should try stopping meds and seeing if the lid had been put on for mow. In the mean time I started a new job in and A&E. So the first 6wks no meds were great. No problems. Since then I get flares daily in different areas. Can be my wrists then next day my shoulder then next day my jaw. None of which last more than a few days but are extremely painful. Because of these random flares I've had to have three days off my new job on different occasions. So I worked a night shift last night. All was well until about midnight then bam. My knee flares. I worked through and thankfully had an IM steroid set up for when I finished work. I'm meant to be working tonight but can't stand let alone work in a busy department on my feet for 12 hour. I've been back on the mtx for 3 wks now so hoping for a settling of my Symptons soon. Kind of worried about my job though. Anyway while phoning to say I wouldn't be in yet again I just melted down into a complete mess. Pain, tiredness and generally feeling a failure has taken over.
Sorry for the long post but kind of needed to write.