I am not looking for sympathy just people that understand. And I suppose to get these bad feelings off my chest.
Having lower back pain with mega stiffness and fatigue. My Rheum is ? Psoriatic arthritis. Current dx is sero neg inflammatory. Got to wait for an MRI to confirm sacroilitis then I can have another steroid injection. Last one in Nov worked well but only lasted about 6 weeks. My knee is swollen Sharp pains and feels wobbly.
Just feel like crying everything is so much of an effort. I roll out of bed walk with furniture just to get to the toilet. Driving is painful. Hurts to sit at work but then more to get up and try to move.
I walk the dogs to try to keep moving but then I am exhausted. Cannot sit in an arm chair at night so go to bed.
Didn't feel like telling the Nurse all this a couple of week ago because I am fed up of moaning. Think she knew I had problems because I had to use a stick.
Sorry to whinge I just feel really low and cannot speak to anyone. I know you people will understand.
Then feel guilty with work because I am not working over to cover.
Like I say do not want sympathy just thought if I wrote it down to you good people I may feel better. Well a break from waiting for postie for a letter with MRI date.
Off to work now thank you to you all for reading.