Been on cimzia had a bad time after ten weeks taken off it. While on it lost the use of my right arm possibly will have to have surgery. Went through ten weeks of hell. Now they want to try me on embrel I'm so scared, what if I end of not being able to use mty left arm at 55 I will be doomed. Any advise if I turn it down they will thing I'm not trying. While on cimzia crp double to 28 and and inflammation went up to 90 . I'm just so scared to try again.