After last weeks visit with the rhuemy consultant and him telling me he can't do anything for the sweats or fatigue and all he can help with is manage the pain,i have decided on a few things.
1, i am not going to look for any answers and miracle cures for what ails me.
2,I am going to stop asking Bob what my eyes looks like and are they any worse than before.
3,i am going to try and be more cheerful and outgoing.
4,I am going to try and stop worrying so much.
I think that is enough to be going on with.xxxx