I don't want to go. I don't want to try another med and feel the same. I'm afraid. I'm sore and tired and nauseous, and I don't want to play this game any more. I wish I could just stop. I have a list to take with me, but I'm pretty sure she'll look at my hands and my knees and say 'nope, that's not working'. I couldn't get out to get my bloods done, though I've been trying all week. It's cooler today, but it feels like rain. I feel like I can't win. *sigh*
Okay, whining done. On with the day, I suppose.