Not been around too much except to read sadly. The old work life balance is not going to well!
I am 2 days short from being 3 months quit. The longest quit I have managed since I joined here was just over the three month mark. Guess I am feeling a little wobbly because of that and because things are just beginning to feel a liitle to hard to deal with all at once.
Today my dearest hubby went in for a very long awaited hip replacement op. He has had to fight for it as only being 47 considered way too young. Quality of life is not considered important for some but luckily found a surgeon who was more than happy to take on the job in hand!
As you can imagine it has been worrying and stressfull. That with my job which is always full on has become a thousand time worse at present. So much pressure and unreasonable demands on human beings!
My health is not good either. Have been told I have an inflamed gall bladder and fat round my liver. Damn and blast. I have been 2 stone overweight the last 4 years or so but not found the strength to shift it. Now it seems I pay the price. Munching on cakes and chocolate since I quit has shot my Cholesterol level to 6.3 it seems :eek:
Anyway, to sum it up. Work is so stressful. Worried about OH. Worried about my new found health problems.
Arrived at hospital this morning expecting to wait with hubby till he went for op to be kicked out :rolleyes: Very upset, worried and for the first time in 3 months seriuosly considered blagging a fag off someone. My damned mobile would not work so went oustide A&E to be confronted by smokers who are not supposed to be smoking on hospital grounds lol. I was really considering asking for one then smelt the smoke -so not nice. Then I heard one chap coughing his guts up and thought ok, maybe I will push through this & I did.
I am glad I did. Another notch under my belt so to speak. Too frightened to eat anything other than ultra healthy now. Did succumb to my first bottle of wine in a year though :rolleyes:
Sorry this has turned into a mammoth post but just needed to offload.