Well, day 4 is almost done and dusted. The good news - I haven't smoked.
I have read other threads when people talk about an empty feeling.
Helloooo empty feeling! I've felt generally downbeat today, and in a kind of 'What's it all about, why do we bother'? sort of mood.
Had a sh*te start to the day to be honest. What could go wrong, went wrong, and I spent most of my daylight hours running around fixing situations.
The status is definitely not quo.
I'm worried about my wife too. She has breast cancer. She goes into hospital in 2 days from now for some pretty major surgery. I'm seriously scared, even though I have every faith in her docs. I'm going to be at home, looking after our 5 yr old, and expected to be the 'strong one'
Still, these boards are about smoking, and not about folks personal problems. I won't smoke. I won't, I won't, I won't