I have NHL for over 2 yrs. I still work full time. I am 64. My husband is retired. Do any of you find the deductibles and out of pocket money almost makes me want to stop anymore treatment. I was to have a CT in January but canceled because they wanted my $2000 deductible up front. She said then it would be taken care of for the rest of the year. I told her I could not pay that much because I was still paying on last year bills. So she said I should go on MCR disability!! I don't want that when I can still work.i get so frustrated. Just needed to vent to someone who understands. I will find a way.