Advocate for yourself

Hi I am Gina M from Monticello NY . I am on hemodialysis (in enter) for three years..,,And I notice every time I try And advocate for myself my nurses shut me down. Min my opinion I think that doctors prescribe to much meds for ppl with lupus they go hard ..and tiYpicalky all that medicine just do is kill what's left of your kidney function (I still peepee) I think they should not say your kidney is dead just malfunctioning.