Hi all,
I suffer from mental health issues and have struggled to obtain any real kind of assistance since being diagnosed 5 years ago (this is a long and protracted issue with many factors in play as to why I haven’t been able to).
Owing to the lack of assistance, I have been self medicating with strong painkillers over the past 18-24 months which I purchase wherever possible (internet/pharmacies etc.) For the last year of that I have been taking around 30/40 each day, in order to be able to relax/rest/sleep, otherwise my illnesses mean I am constantly restless, hypervigilant, unable to sleep etc. therefore this is my only way of getting respite from that.
Over the past 6 months I have had quite substantial pain in both sides of my mid back, find my extremities itchy, constantly feel nauseous, severe headaches etc. Having looked online, much of this is linked to Kidney damage or so I have read.
I have tried to stop taking this medication, asked my GP for assistance (but was told to just stop taking the tablets which is impossible owing to how ill I become when I try) and tried to seek assistance elsewhere with none offered. I want to stop this to prevent any further damage to my body but find it impossible.
Any advice or assistance would be greatly appreciated.