it happens and it has hasppened to you. There is no cure, nobody can make it go away and it will get worse. How much worse nobody can tell YOU. Have YOU gotten the hint. this is YOURS nobody else's. YOURS just YOURS.
So YOU must make a choice. The choice is easy do YOU go sit in a corner, cry into your soup OR do YOU say to yourself "yes this has happened to meet is time to get serious. I will learn everything I can, I will do my absolute best to live with this and live well". Do not take no as an answer, be different, run when other dawdle. Always find a way, your way.
Make the future yours, exceed your expectations. SUCCED IN YOUR WAY.
Mery Christmas and happy new year,
Royce