this has been a long few months

[pamgarner]

don't get me wrong,time is still flying.i am late for my ocrevus treatment by 1 month because just dealing with so much.having it sept. 14th and going to do the 2 hour one again.my broken upper rt arm has healed after 10 weeks and a nasty fall, good news. Bad news my husband is still so sick, still has to have his heart valve repaired and goes to dialysis 3x a week.he has an appt the same time i am getting my treatment,hope he comes back with an appt of when the are going to do this and then hopefully his kidneys will start working again and it will get him out of heart failure.my stress level is so high and we know how great that is for ms.i am also have to do errands for our business.so i can say this too shall pass, but i have cried enough tears to fill a pond, just wondering am i the only cry baby? how many tears have you cried ? luv y'all, pam from alabam( they should hand out anti-depressants at the neurologists like candy) but i still can drive!!

[hairbrain4]

Oh my goodness, you have been through a lot. Prayers for you and your hubby for a speedy recovery. No, you aren't being a crybaby. That is more than enough for anyone who is healthy to handle. We are here for you whenever you need to vent, cry, scream, etc. Know that you are loved & cared for here!

[BlanketTime1 in reply to hairbrain4]

i remember going to a therapist and telling her i was crying too much. she looked at me with this shocked expression, then listed all the things i was coping with at the time. she said she'd be worried about me if i wasn't crying and stressed. sometimes things just suck.

[pamgarner in reply to BlanketTime1]

thank you....seems to pile on at once

[pamgarner in reply to hairbrain4]

thank you for the uplifting words🙂

[twooldcrows]

i am so sorry about all that is going on in your life and your husbands health issues to add to it ...prayers to help with the healing for both of you ...god bless both of you ....love and much more happiness ....

[pamgarner in reply to twooldcrows]

well it's my time for some happiness,for sure

[Oceandream]

Sometimes letting the tears fall is the bravest and strongest thing to do. Your list is full and with so many challenges. It’s good you’re allowing those emotions to flow out however they need to instead of holding them in until you burst! Sending you love and strength! Be proud of and patient with yourself. 💜❤️💜❤️

[pamgarner in reply to Oceandream]

it would help so much if we didn't hurt everyday,thx for the kind words

[Oceandream in reply to pamgarner]

So true!

[falalalala]

I hope things get better for you & your family soon.

🙏

[pamgarner in reply to falalalala]

ME TOO!😀

[BlanketTime1]

yay for driving! i'm so sorry. that is soooo much to handle. sending you🤗 and keeping you and hubby in my thoughts.

[pamgarner in reply to BlanketTime1]

thx a bunch, you ALL are great

[BlanketTime1 in reply to pamgarner]

🤗

[jimeka]

Big hug Pam, don’t worry about tomorrow, my mum always used to tell me to take care of today, as tomorrow never comes . You have a lot on your plate, but if you can, go outside or look through the window and see what you are missing. It could be a flower, butterflies flying around, a bird sitting on a branch, it’s the lovely little things that help take your mind off your own troubles, if only for a minute. Remember Pam, you are never given more than you can handle you are in my thoughts and prayers, blessings Jimeka 🤗🤗

[NanaCC]

Depends on the day and the pile of crap on my plate. Your plate runneth over, hang in there prayers for you and your husband

[pamgarner in reply to NanaCC]

prayers are powerful,thank you

[Brindisi1]

As in all our thoughts & prayers,healing & peace to your family. You have a lot on your plate.

[pamgarner in reply to Brindisi1]

i am s sure i am not the only one,God love us all😃

[Brindisi1 in reply to pamgarner]

Yes he does.

[leking1]

You are in my thoughts and prayers, Pam in Alabam. I've learned not to question God about the load I can handle. I used to say, God, don't you think You might be over estimating me again? And every time, He would pile on more, and I would always grow stronger, at least enough to deal with what I had to for the time. I could almost hear God chuckling as he watched me, He is right there with you and your husband, too! I talk to Him while I drive!

[pamgarner in reply to leking1]

I do also,talk to God while I am driving,i have learned my lesson,DON'T pray for patience!

[leking1 in reply to pamgarner]

Oh my yes, He has given me WAY too many opportunities to learn patience, and I never learn!

[JSSimp]

Will keep you all in prayers

[mrsmike9]

That's not a lot, it's a TON! So sorry you have such burdens on you.

[pamgarner in reply to mrsmike9]

everyday i hang on to this too shall pass and everyday is different😀