Good morning my beloved ms family. I was asked yesterday how do "YOU" get through this ms life? At least I think I was, I gave a very poor in my opinion answer. I am sorry for that. I thought about it last night and I think this answer may be more honest.
"YOU", I get through the pain difficulties embarrassments in ms because of RULE 1. "I can NEVER knowingly take any action that will cause myself harm". Every action is based on that rule. Embarrassing moments I just tough it out and say to myself, "These things happen and move on with It". Ever heard of tough love, I am far harder on myself than anybody else ever is. I allow any weakness and fear to show in PRIVATE. My public face is always strong, determined resilient. Under no circumstances will I allow me to be helpless, something to pity.
I always try to be calm, stoic, and always evaluate how my actions would affect others. No matter how ms may hurt how would my mother, she who must be obeyed accept me hurting myself. That would be so unfair to put them through that.
Royce (your ms writer and brother)
be calm, take a moment do not be rash
