Sometimes I journal to get my thoughts out. I never thought that I would have the courage to post anything. I have been so inspired by the words of others. At first I thought that I would just write it down for myself, as something that I could refer back to when I needed to be inspired and encouraged. After writing this, I felt compelled to share it just in case it could help someone else. I started Weight Watchers late June of 2020. I wanted to lose weight but with the health issues I was having I also felt that “dieting” would be the one thing that I could have control over in my life. My goal at the time was to lose 20 pounds. My starting weight was 156 pounds. I was determined that by December, I would reach goal weight. I diligently tracked food and made sure to stay within the allotted budget. For weeks, I stayed on track. I would lose two pounds, regain 0.5 pounds to 1.5 pounds and back and forth the scale would go. By November, I had only lost five pounds. I began to get discouraged. I felt better, I was sleeping better but the scale was not moving as fast as I wanted it to. I have Multiple Sclerosis and possibly Fibromyalgia (the neurologist has not ruled it out yet) so in one breath I was thanking God that my diseases are not as debilitating to my body as I have seen in others and in the next breath I am questioning God why my body is not responding to the plan like it has in others. It was then that I realized that I have to accept the body I was given and love it even when it does things at its own pace. So here we are mid-January another five pounds down, halfway to my goal. The lesson I learned is to be encouraged, keep at it, don’t give up, it will happen – don’t change the goal, just move the timeline!
Be well my friends and stay safe!