Kicked him out 3 months ago, and now he has passed away

[bxrmom]

Some of you may remember that about less than 3 months ago I kicked my long time on again/off again boyfriend (since I was in 6th grade) out because he stole my pain medication. Well, the friend he was staying with messaged me last week to let me know that he came home from work to him falling down and he couldn't resuscitate him with cpr. He didn't know what he did throughout the day because he worked 3rd shift because he slept during the day.

The autopsy said this: There were no signs of heart attack or other medical issue as to his death. He had an enlarged heart and cardiovascular disease. He wasn't taking the medications that he was prescribed and now we have to wait on his toxicology report which could be 2-4 months, which I am sure it will show something....just not sure what

Unfortunately his service today (and the celebration of his life that is scheduled for this Sunday) is in WI and I don't drive so I was not able to attend and with my great grandma ill I don't have anyone able to drive me. And of course with the crazy winter weather. I will be there in spirit and watch for photos if anyone posts them.

Jessie

[Iona60]

Wow. I'm so sorry.

[ssdw1958]

I am sorry for your loss. I remember when you had to have him leave. What ever you do don’t think any of this would have changed if he was still living with you, because he didn’t change his way of life he was taking your meds. He was going down that road and nothing would have changed. I don’t want to sound cruel because I’m not. I’ve had people I know who have had issues with drugs, they have either went to rehab or have passed away.

This drug issues that people have is so bad and sad.

If you can’t make the service you can’t but you will be there in spirit.

God Bless you and your friend.

Sandra

[AngieRowe]

I’m so sorry for your loss

[AngieRowe]

I’m so sorry @bxrmom for your loss

[CalfeeChick CommunityAmbassador]

bxrmom Sorry about your loss and that you won't be able to be there for services. you will be there in spirit and that is what is most important. Lynn

[jimeka]

bxrmom remember the good times that you had with him. Don't dwell on whay you think could have been. You can hold your own memorial of him at home, just by thinking good thoughts. We are all with you in spirit at this time, so sending you a big hug. 🤗 💐 Blessings Jimeka x

[Hidden]

So sorry for your loss but glad it didn't happen in your home. Hope you are doing well.

[janetb1968]

I'm really sorry Jessie I know u were split but he was still a part of your life. What a daft lad to throw his life away like he did. Many thoughts, hugs and prayers to u today xxxx

[Diva1976]

Sorry for your loss.

[Jesmcd2 CommunityAmbassador]

Wrapped In The Wings of Angels,and Placed In the Hands of God 💕

I'm so sorry J2

~Hugs n Luvs ~

J 🌠

bxrmom

[Doubled51]

So sorry for your loss.

Donnie

[Raingrrl]

So sorry for your loss bxrmom .

[Eleyne92]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[BigMar7]

Jessie i hope you are able to think of all the happy times you two shared. I am so sorry for your loss.

[kdali]

Aww, how sad! I'm sorry for your loss and that you are unable to attend his celebration.

[bxrmom]

Thanks, kdali

[janetb1968]

So sorry for your loss honey xxxx ❤️

[bxrmom in reply to janetb1968]

Thanks, janetb1968 Hard to believe it has been a little over 2 years now. Certain things will make me think of him, and sometimes he will just pop in my mind for no reason. Wish things would have turned out differently

Jessie

[TexasLawman]

I’m so sorry. Please don’t blame yourself. He made his own decisions.

[bxrmom in reply to TexasLawman]

Thanks TexasLawman