As some of you have noticed my replies have been few and far between. I am starting to get overwhelmed with all the notifications and writing on everyone's posts. Feeling bad when I miss one. I need to put my energy on myself right now. I am shutting off the notifications and will read occasionally. Especially waiting for kdali baby to come! I am just not coping well with my own MS. I need to rely on my support group here. The ones I can touch and hug and call. My pain is out of control, thanks to the government and them getting the manufacturer to stop making the only med that has worked for me. My anger is crazy and my symptoms are really overwhelming. Two days ago, I lost the feeling in my left leg and arm. Had an MS hug that felt like a heart attack. Or what I can imagine one to feel like. I can't find my joy right now. So please pray for me. I need to find my joy through God's word, my wife and children. I hope you all understand. I will be back soon!
I love you all and will still pray for all the friends I have made here!