I am beginning to feel like the support team that I have, is not that supportive after all. If I can't talk about how I feel, the problems that I have (memory, speech, etc.) then I feel like I can't talk about my MS with you. When I do talk about these things, like my worsening memory for an example, I feel like it's being played down by a person with a good memory and I don't appreciate it. I explain that I think it's a result of my MS and that my memory used to be great and the fact that I'm glad that I know what's causing it now and I'm not getting stupid (how I was/sometimes still feel) by the day. It makes me want to shut completely down and not talk about my MS with anyone but I like to talk and when I have to hold selective conversations that bothers me. I'm in such a funk right now.