I have my 2007 massive heart attack,leaving me with heart failure.i also find out I have heart disease, two years later diabetes came along. Then in March of 2012 ms came along. I'm on disability now. Money is tight. Life is depressing. I take 12 pills a day and a diabetes needle.plus the copaxone three times a weak. Lesions are in my brain, my neck, and my spine. Pain is a 24/7 thing. I'm numb, sometimes off balance. I take hydromorphone and diasapam. My mom and her sister both had this ms.
I didn't talk to my mom for twenty years, and now she's gone. She would have understood. But I made a twenty year mistake and now it's to late.
Today is my 34 wedding anniversary . My hubby is my rock. He has suffered just as I have. His credit is in the dumps. I complain about my pain everyday. I can't go out in the heat.
Last December my Mri showed new lesions in my brain.
I just had my caradid artieries tested which show disease. Not at a surgery point yet.
Nov 1 I have my heart echo and nuclear stress test.i usually fail these tests.
I do have a new heart blockage that we don't want to touch until we have to.
I'm 54 and really hating life. My hubby is my existence.