This morning I had a small warm bath and have been suffering with a terrible stingy itching ever since. Though I have had very mild itching for quite a few months, I have been able to cope with it, covering my body in Johnson's baby powder. BUT
What I forgot to put in my bath today was my grandchildrens E45 junior foaming bath milk so I am thinking this must act as a barrier.
I am tempted to get back in the bath but am too scared to because for the last 5hours I have been going nuts with this diabolical itch.
Has anyone tried E45 junior foaming bath milk?
I am beginning to feel this illness is slowly stripping me of everything I enjoy. 😬I was quite optimistic and was open to the challenge this illness brings, but this itching seems to have triggered a helpless low mood , 😢 memories of no one believing what I was saying before diagnosis and no one apologizes for their lack of belief.😨 Not being able to eat the foods I enjoy, not having the energy to do what I enjoy, not being able to go where I want, not being able to get a good night's sleep, headaches, ringing in the ears etc etc the list goes on and on. The never ending bloody story.....😱
So I feel like ripping up all my chemo pills today and sticking them in the bin. I feel very angry, depressed , agitated and totally pissed off, 😢☹️😖😬. Can't even enjoy taking the dog for a walk, because it made the itching worse this morning.
Looking for inspiration 🤔 😎