Hmmm I'm not quite sure what this post is going to be yet ..
I am feeling very anxious. I hate it when l get like this ( not as often as I used to , but hard to change your underlying make up)..
I have a number if decisions to make, life planning, money, career... and I am finding this so difficult because it is coloured by this condition. I have early stage MF. I want to believe that I will be well for many years, and that through day to day healthy measures I will be able to maintain a good quality of life..the optimist. The pessimist / realist? in me worries that life will change dramatically the variable being when.. driving myself mad with trying to scenario plan and make decisions.. maybe I should delay?
Sorry for the whinge.. I really should go to the gym and get out of my head, maybe that will help..
I hope that you all have a lovely Saturday ahead, and that if you get a chance that there is sunshine