Just around Christmas the fatigue started big time. Thought it was just the stress of the festive season. Oh no.. January 7th both sides of back went into what I though was spasm. I have been in intense pain since despite Diazepam 5mg 3 times daily and latterly Morphine sulphate 2.5 ml. The Morphine because the Diazepam did nothing except make me a zombie. Stopped the Morph yesterday as doing the same thing. Whats worse, pain or sleeping your life away ? My general mood is very very low, I cant drive because of it, cant really do much in fact without huffing and puffing. Know I am better than a lot on here, but at the moment I just want to cry for my lost life, the one in which I was happy and active. Sorry I'm a pain. ( pun ).