Hi, I was diagnosed with chronic Migraine/Tension-type headaches and put on the tricyclic antidepressant Amytriptiline as a means of prophylaxis at the age of 17. I started on an initial dose of 10mg and was told to increase by 10mg every week up to a maximum dose of 100mg until I experienced any pain relief or severe adverse effect, so I reached the 100mg daily dose whereby it was helping with sleep and reduction in headache frequency. During the follow-up appointment with my neurologist, I was told to decrease the dosage to 80mg for the next 3 months but out of concern I eventually decided to gradually lower the dose down to 50mg whilst still reaping the benefit. Overall I have been on Amitryptiline for over half a year and have dealt with the usual common side effects (dry mouth, weight gain, slight tremor, fatigue etc) without complication but recently I've been developing a growing concern of the psychoactive medication deteriorating my cognition (thinking skills) and subsequently lowering my mood. For the last couple of months, I have been going through episodes of 'brain fog' which last from a few days up to a couple of weeks, during these periods I have trouble processing information, decreased attention, confusion and generally feel dumber as if my mind has been dampened down (I can tell that I've lost intelligence I've had before as it seems like I need to put much more effort and time into solving mathematical problems/understanding my studies/learning). I also occasionally feel as if I am disconnected with reality or my actions and any thought process is achieved out of rational impulse; I feel completely out of control and heavily sense the decrease in mental state as clear/real as switching a light on and off, I lose my mental 'spark'. The first time this happened I felt like I had completely lost my mind and cried for days. When I finally got to talk to my neurologist about it she reassured me that the antidepressant had absolutely 'no' effect on my condition and said that it was merely my anxiety and not real, but after that appointment the episodes kept relapsing getting longer and worse (I am currently going through an episode right now) and I have never had issues with 'anxiety' or 'stress' in the past, in fact I would use any stress to enhance performance. So I decided to do some research on the topic and found that the antidepressant can impair cognition (including memory tasks), especially due to Amytriptiline's anticholinergic properties, as a long term side effect, proven by multiple scientific studies so I do not understand why my neurologist could confidently state that the medication was having no effect in that regard. It is very difficult for me to go through this whilst coping with stress as I undertake my final exams for University entrance (note the episodes of 'brain fog' don't only occur during times of elevated stress, however, any additional stress does exacerbate the situation which isn't so ideal).
I would love if anyone with sufficient knowledge in this subject area can supply me with any valuable insight or advice.
Am I taking the antidepressant at too low of a dose to experience an impaired mental state?
Could this solely be a form of anxiety?
Should I stop treatment?
Will the medication have any permanent effects on my 'thinking' capability?
Does anyone else experience this?
Thank you.