So. I'm terrified of labour. The pain. Possible death. And how my other half will look at me during and after. No I'm not pregnant and I want children badly as dose he when were married and ready. But I can't shake this fear. This nagging anxiety.
There is no doubt in my mind my man loves me for me. He takes care of me, works hard, makes me feel so sexy and loved and adored. Hes had a secret crush on my for a decade before we ended up together. I've had my fair share of bad relationships and it felt so uncomfortable at first having such a good kind man love me like he dose. I've never been happier and I really want to have his children.
But what will he see? Me get fat, stretch marks, mood swings, vomiting and emotional? What about during my most feared time of labour when I'm terrified and screaming in pain? What about after when I'm stretched, sleep deprived, quiet and focusing completely on my baby?
What will he think when he looks at me? Is it all in my head?
I'm scared. And I don't know what to do about it. Any advice because I really need to get over this.
Thank you for reading.