I need to get this off my chest.
I am very very upset right now.
A friends daughter who was supposed to be somewhere safe and secure, managed to walk out and disappear from a meeting. Since she's spent a lot of time expressing what she'd do if she managed to get away again you can imagine how upsetting it has been for everyone.
Thank goodness for the police who just managed to find her in time. This could have ended up being the worst day ever.
We all thought she was in the safest place possible for her, but now we are all really concerned about how safe she really is.
So today is a bad day, and it has affected my own anxieties. I am using all my tools and knowledge to calm my own anxieties, and yes today I am going to be pretty mad and upset about what has happened to her today.
Tomorrow I am going to start fighting to ensure that people are kept safe when they are in places that are supposed to protect them and keep them safe when they have a mental illness.
I may have my own problems to deal with but what has happened today has been really unbelievable.
Sorry for the rant and upset I am just struggling with this upset at the moment and had to let it out.