Hi guys I haven't been here in a while. I've been doing well I guess but some days I feel really down and feel like nothing good is happening in my life. Just darkness a big cloud over my head as if I'm to blame for what has happened to me. I've cut a lot of people out my life that doesn't have anything positive to say to me or about me. Just want to be fully happy again be loved by myself and other. And it's almost a year since my brother died just so much emotions right now. .