Blll

[skinesis]

Sometimes you just want to finish it . I'm fine. Not yet. But eventually you just get over it

[ladeda]

Hi Bill, yes sometimes you get stuck in the present and don't want to carry on, maybe sometimes you have to experience the darkness to appreciate the light?

Hang on in there and know you can have a sounding board here if you need it xx

[Hidden]

Hi I know where you are coming from coz I sometimes feel the same. I have held the option of suicide for 40 years and am still to do it (obviously). I do find it my comfort blanket though and there is nothing wrong with that. Now I am a lot older I probably never will now but you never know. x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Hello Bev

What gets me is someone or thing must have a wicked sense of humour to have people living life in a wretched state. There must be something better when we enter those golden gates, it puts me in a rotten state to think if I fail at this life what could be waiting for me below, a slow cook on a barbi.

BOB

[Catmag in reply to Hidden]

Hi Bob,

There's no way you'll finish up down below. You're too caring & compassionate for that to happen.

I say this based on a variety of replies you've written here, supporting others.

I know it's easy to say but hard to do, but try to stay on the positive side, if possible.

If Caroline was in this chat, I imagine she might suggest an appropriate song to listen to...........'always look on the bright side of life, da da da da da da da da de da'

You'll have to forgive me Bob, lack of sleep has made me a bit dowallie.

Take care.

[Hidden]

With me Reactive Depression is my problem, so my mood is controlled my Disability.

Although I suffer from the physical side my Mental health does not help me to remain constant throughout the day etc. I get really bad tempered with my conditions and I can sometimes feel very low and negative. Sometimes I look upon all this as a learning tutorial where I need to get through a life with above problems

I look on life on this planet a life choice from an earlier life in history. If I take my own life I will need to take my condition again. So I will just need to plod along until the end as I do not want to have a go through all this again

BOB

[celtic2746]

hi skinesis i think if were honest we would all would have had the urge of suicide but something has held you back some people its a loved one or family ! getting councilling also helps bill have you discussed how you feel and try and see if he can suggest anything that may help you ! i wish you all the best luck take care david

[skinesis]

Thank you:).