in late august 2019, i got circumcised at 18 years old. it’s been a VERY slow healing process. now, it’s early august in 2020 and this is how it looks now that i’m 19. although it’s better than what i started with, it doesn’t look normal to me. when flaccid, it look so weird and makes me feel insecure. when erect, i’m slightly less insecure now that it got a little better. even though it got better, it still doesn’t look like how a normal circumcised penis should look.
slightly under my frenulum (not shown), i have a bumpy scar from an open wound because the stitched had opened too quickly. i also have protruding scar line around the edges from the actual circumcision that just hasn’t smoothed out.
i don’t know what to do. at the beginning i would use vitamin e oil, but quickly stopped because i hated applying it even though i literally masturbate everyday anyways so why not and i lost it duding traveling and haven’t repurchased.
can someone tell me if i’m on the right track and it’s going to be okay? or give me advice on what to do? i want to feel confident again.