I lost my Mum to Meningococcal Septicaemia without the presence of the meningitis bug back in January! I still can't understand how or why and am struggling to get my head round it! She died within 24 hours and there was no signs or symptoms in the previous days leading up to this! It makes no sense to me! She was only 58 and still had so much to live for, especially her grandson (my little boy)! Her and him had such a close bond as did I and we saw each other nearly everyday! He's only 6 and misses her terribly as do I and it breaks my heart to see him so sad as I as his mother should be able to make it better but there is nothing I can do! It's been 8 months now and it still feels like it only happened yesterday and hurts so much! I just don't know what to do!