Since contracting BM I have been having anxiety/panic attacks one of it being fear of germs and getting BM again. I also have the fear of going out and meeting people. Considering that I was a really sporty person who was going circuit training 3 times a week, bike riding, road running etc ;now I fear seeing my sports friends who I used to train with. My emotions has also changed, I cry at a drop of a hat I wasn't like that before. Is this normal and if so will it get better with time.