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Tomorrow I have an exam

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After about 8 hours I have an exam for which I started to study about 2 hours agoI've never been like this

After school, I laid on my bed unable to move

Feeling nothing

Couldn't even sleep again

I did a bit before dinner and a bit after dinner

And now my mom has gone to sleep

And I was studying and the words began to shine

There was a yellow glow around them that started to turn gray and then black

I looked away from my laptop and the walls were moving again

The fan was set on fire for a moment

And the earth was shaking

And then the words started to bleed

And then the walls and the ceiling

And I am afraid now

I've never been afraid of such things but now I am

And it feels unreal and gruesome

My heart is beating too fast

I can't sleep again tonight

And I am definitely going to fail tomorrow.....

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