Tired

[PeaceNeed]

Just very tired little sleep.. scared of beimg homeless at 64. I sound like broken record. Havent led productive life. God take me already.

[gajh]

I am so sorry that you aren't getting enough sleep. That is brutal on top of everything else you are going through. It must be overwhelming. You need a break. I am glad you are here with us. I hope it helps you at least a little bit to know that we are here for you and that we care. I hope you can at least get some sleep.

[PeaceNeed in reply to gajh]

TY for response. I occasionly do sleep. But my MDD and Gad are slowly killing me. I would rather go quick.

[gajh in reply to PeaceNeed]

I know how miserable you are. I have been following your posts. I try to respond to offer my support. I know that there is nothing I can say or do to help improve your situation. It makes me feel helpless. I truly wish there was something I could do to make things better for you. I am very glad that you keep posting. I hope that at least something improves in your life soon to give you a little hope. If talking does help you to feel a little bit better, even if just in the moment, I am here. You can talk to me. I will listen.

[PeaceNeed]

People get tired of listening. Because nothing changes with me. Ive tried to help myself eveything I've tried has blown up in my face. Again thank u for responding.

[gajh in reply to PeaceNeed]

I am not tired of listening to you. My heart goes out to you because nothing changes for you. I wish there was something else that you could try. I wish that there was something you could hear here that would work for you.

[Marysblue]

I probably missed something but are you on any antidepressant, natural or prescription?Seems like your depression is severe and wish there was something you could try for it. I've had depression for decades and I'm still finding new things to try. Some days are good but I still have bad days. I think everyone does even those who aren't depressed.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Marysblue]

My early experience forced me into isolation. Now with no support and ridden with anxiety, depr, and ptsd I am in worse shape than Ive ever been in. At times I cant even think straight anymore.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Marysblue]

Im on meds have thetapist. It doesnt work well when your foundation isnt secure ,ie ..my housing. I live in NYC not a good place for people with my problems.

[Marysblue]

Is your therapist and your dr in charge of your meds aware how poorly you're doing? I hate to see you suffer so much. Depression makes everything seem so much worse. I know your situation is bad as far as housing. I hope you'll reach out to your mental health providers and let them know how badly you're doing. Take care of yourself, you matter to us.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Marysblue]

Thank you for responding. My therapist knows how badly Im doing . My psychiatrist is just there for drugs and Im not positively disposed towards her.I isolated myself for years because of what my peers and bad family situation did to me. I cant forget it.

Now everything has collapsed and as Ive entered my last stage of life.