Well I am back from my holiday in Edinburgh. Had a great week even managed two runs. I said in my previous post that I was going to think about whether to still do the marathon and possibly swap to the 10 mile race at mile 5 depending on the time or just do the 10mile. Apparently my marathon entry is still active which has complicated my decision. If it wasn't then I would be doing the 10 mile race. I am still undecided and the major issue is that with the first two options I risk going home without any bling yet if I do the 10 mile race I definitely go home with bling. I am aware that I could come home from Cardiff Half with no medal :anything could happen in two weeks time
Do I go with my heart, do the marathon and accept that I may not come home with bling or go for the option I know I can complete and come back with a medal for my efforts? In December last year I entered a half marathon that was 4&and a bit laps around a lake. It was a horrible half and I chose after three laps to DNF. Although I chose to DNF I was still upset and disappointed which is why I don't know if I want to risk returning without bling through no choice of my own. It is a extremely difficult decision.