I have posted before and this is the last on this topic I promise. A running friend asked me if I had decided what I was doing with regard to the marathon. I said I had made a decision. Fortunately they didn't ask what it was.
I have Cardiff Half a week today : in fact I hopefully will be nearly finished this time next week. If, and it's a big if, I manage to get under 4hrs next Sunday then I'll will seriously consider carrying on with the marathon.
A friend of mine who has been very supportive and encouraging with regards to the marathon(never met her, yet) has said that if she was in my situation she would do the marathon. She admits that she is a risk taker. Maybe I should have a go and accept the fact that I may not come home with bling. Trouble is that some people know I am doing the 10 mile race or believe that I am so if I return without bling they may be surprised. On the flip side they might be surprised if I do finish the marathon and come home with a marathon medal. I have reasoned that something could happen next weekend at the Cardiff Half and I could come away with nothing. Nothing is guaranteed. I am not afraid of DNF anymore as I have Dnfd before (my choice) although at the time I was gutted.
On a positive note I can't wait to run /walk Cardiff Half again. Do others find that once you know what is in store that it is worse or better? I found Swansea Half a struggle this year as it was so humid plus I knew the route. Thought at one point that I wouldn't be able to finish but once past the 12 mile mark I had to finish.