pAIN

[HARRYTHEFISH1]

Pain Pain Pain

It seems that's all I ever feel. Sometimes I feel so exhausted for no apparent reason and I don't feel like doing anything but I know that's not a choice I have

. I haven't seen my Dr in over a year and now I'm moving once again so seeing a Dr yet again isn't a choice I have at this point.

I've been self medicating which is new to me .

I'm not sleeping well I'm at the point where the pain that I feel is driving me crazy. I feel as if whenever I talk with friends or family about my pain and the severity, I feel as if they think I'm lying but how bad it is because I still do things around the house, cooking, cleaning and washing. .

There are days where I feel so tired, in so much pain in my legs but it feel as if I have bruises or a Charley horse and I can't stand the pain but I've been living with it for so long I really don't know what to do about it. Sometimes I'm depressed because I feel the pain will never stop. I'm tired of it. ANT IDEAS

[weathervane]

Harry go back to your doctor and get an appointment with your rheumatologist. You would appear to need a review of your pain meds . Its difficult , you have to get on with life and do daily things but you should look to get help to cope with this as you seem to be struggling .