Today is scan day ,just thorax and abdomen, had a check MRI to brain last month post Stereotactic radiotherapy in May for a brain tumour that was improving somewhat ,I have had lots of aches and pains generally worsening over the last two -three months so I am not sure how things really are ,usually when I have aches and pains nothing is wrong ?just anxious awaiting scan results always make me feel stressed .I think that I feel better from my brain treatment aspects ,recovering well but only in these last few days.Less foggy more focused .
I have changed my diet, juicing once a day ,five days vegetarian and two meat days .I have also gone back to the gymn , rode my bike up and down the back lane and restarted yoga . All very slowly and gently I have never been an athlete just done things to keep healthy .
I have to say taking back some control has made me feel much better even if I am not better physically, psychologically I think this has helped me greatly .There is very little I can do to stop this cancer travelling around my body but I suppose if I can keep physically fit and keep myself positive ,which is not always easy as cancer is challenging, probably many of us feel this way . What ever works is worth a go.