ended up in a&e a couple of weeks ago due to chest tightness and numbness in my face, chest x-ray showed a 2cm mass in my left lung and today I had a ct scan to check it further. Now waiting for the results and the next stage of finding out what it is. I am truly terrified. Keeping myself busy making lists and trying to organise Christmas. Not sure why I'm writing this except I have to put it somewhere - my kids are awesome but it isn't fair to lumber them with my tears and fears atth ispoint.