I have my next C T scan on Wednesday Feb. 7 then see the oncologist on Feb. 11. I always find this time anxiety filled since the results will determine what comes next. Contrary to the advice I give others, I have all those what ifs going through my head. It's relatively easy to get through the days, but at night it's hard to ignore those thoughts. I guess it's my way of wishing for the best, but planning for the worst.
Wish me luck.