It is something we all deal with now and then. But it is one of those things that can wreak the good we already have in our lives. My partner is very attractive and has a lot of style. Struggling with the word- but he has very expensive watches, designer sunglasses, very flashy car- and whatnot. I have none of those things. He has given me absolutely reason to feel insecure - and in reality if he wanted a woman like that he would of chose one, right? I really can feel physically sick to my stomach if I think about this too long. It is something I know is about me that I am feeling this way. It is not a trust issue with him- it is just that I don't know why he would want me sometimes. He says often he likes my figure which makes me feel good- and he goes to my doctors appointments to support me. So there is no secrets to what I am. But deep down it break my heart to wonder if he deserves more than me.