New here and just looking for adventure. I feel so bored and honestly think I'm depressed. I work a job with really long hours and just want freedom. On my days off I wake up and most of the time find it hard to get out of bed. I ask myself, what am I gonna do today?! And I feel hopeless when I realize there's nothing that comes to mind and am motivated to get busy with so I just try to do something productive so it's not a waste. I'm a mechanic by trade and that's where I believe my hobbies lie. I have many projects going on. I buy vehicles, off road vehicles, dirt bikes or whatever and fix them up and sell them. Just can't find motivation to even work on my current projects. So burnt out!! When I travel I feel like such a tourist and I hate it. Wish I could live the lifestyles of the places I go. But my being there is just a vacation and it's back to reality in a couple days. I have a daughter, wife, with another baby on the way. My 4 year old daughter is from a previous relationship and up until a few months ago I had primary custody but now have joint custody. She spends half the time 750 miles away from me. Our final hearing is in a year. I know I need to be patient but it's so hard not knowing what will happen in a year. I feel like I'm stuck in a crossroads of my life not knowing what to do with it. I could keep saving money and be bored. I could try to find something to buy to occupy the time. I feel like I want to disappear. Just change the scenery completely. If I could I would join the military but that would mean losing my daughter completely. We will see what happens after the custody stuff is over. I feel so lost. Don't know what to do. Feel like every option I explore I find problematic. I feel so alone. No family around here and because of the custody stuff I can't move. Just searching for answers to hopefully find happiness again. Any advice would be awesome.
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