After a long 4 months i am finally going back to work . I feel so scared as if ive been in a different world to others for the last few months . Mentally i feel i need to get back into the really world along with people, but still feeling weak and struggling to sleep and cope with the nightmares and the reality of what happened .
This whole process feels like your swimming in the sea and the tide keeps sweeping u back to tread the water again . I hope that people are as understanding as this icu site is, and life can return to normal whatever that is . As much as i feel so lucky to still be here , i feel the after affects we live with everyday at times is still a struggle and what happened does not seem real.
Thank you all for your support