Hello everyone, I would like to apologise in advance for my post, I have had a horrible day just thinking and getting myself quite distressed.
My husband is still waiting to be discharged home whilst the alterations are being done to our home,it’s been nearly a year since he initially went into hospital. Due to Covid, I haven’t seen him physically except for once a week over about 10 weeks last summer.
Today, I have just not been able to get on with anything to keep me occupied and I have spent the whole day just sitting and just trying to envisage what our new future is going to be. I hate to admit but I am torturing myself with possible outcomes and am making myself feel sick with anxiousness.
I love my husband dearly but I so miss the man he was before, I really feel like I need him, he always put his arms around me and would tell me it will be alright. I don’t have that now and I’m seriously worried I won’t be able to do it
Sorry for such a morose post, I haven’t got anyone to voice my thoughts to.